well, to end today's crazy blogging phase here's a pic of my old journal, before the age of the blogs. the spine is ripped off, which could explain it looking like a rotten piece of log. i'm still amazed how detailed it comes out. that used be to some sort of a photo journal; i would find pics of things i liked, then print them out at school (bls, with their nice ass thermal printer) and do a cut and paste into the journal pages. it was nice while it lasted, but it was also messy. the writing was neat, which was about all that mattered. for a while, that thing was all me and lily did in our study periods; it was about anime, and cutting and pasting into our journals. i wonder if that was also the year i started failing everything. i don't remember now, but reminiscence can be harsh sometimes. somehow i want to post more cuz i'm still just so amazed. is there a space limit? is it still 300mb if i post on hello? i'll need to find out, before i resume this craziness. being jobless can bring too much boredom, but i guess this will be part of what i do daily while mike's at work.